letting go

i think i'm on the brink (right phrase?) of letting go of something that i've held onto for far too long.

if this works out, it's going to be the end to the most joyful, heart-wrenching, exhilarating, strenuous, necessary experience of my life so far.

i have so many faults, but i am a very loyal person.
i have a hard time deciphering between what hurts me and what i have a commitment to.

i've gotten this close to letting go before and backed down, but this time it feels different.
i'm ready to move on.